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“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close.” — PN
We stay up for hours
talking
every single night.
It’s when you and I
feel most alive
together.
Under the silver moon
we kiss
miles apart
as close as that couple
who have loved
lost
and lived
for fifty years.
In those wee hours
we fight
argue
say things
that we want to take back.
We cry
together
entwined with one another
until we laugh
and realize our deep
unfaltering love.
All the while,
the white eye in the sky
oversees this
and blushes
hides behind her clouds,
for our bond
our love
outshines her silver lining.
Through storms
we stand fast
hand in hand
when Luna shies away.
And we are visible
and you are beautiful
even as her whiting glow
falls beneath
In my mind’s eye, I’m
Telling you ‘I love you’ with my
Actions, not my words.
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I didn’t sleep aside
You, nor wake in your arms but
We were together.
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As the waves crash on
One another, so too, my
Heart folds onto yours.
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One day I’ll Patent
Your little kisses to use
As an alarm clock
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I know there are things
That worry you about our
Future. Don’t let them.
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I’ve given you my
Love to hold, but always you
Have held my soul’s match.
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I see you and my
Heart races. I’m left breathless
Before your first touch.
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I wake each morning
From the same dream. We’re holding
Hands, smiling, in love.
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“This is happening.”
“What is, my love?” “Our future
Together, soulmate.”
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In the light of day everything seems fine
A smile is painted on my face
And high-pitched giggles escape my lips
But by night the events of the day
Only feel like stories told by someone else
Loneliness creeps into every inch of my being
Sending me down a slippery spiral
Into the depths of solitude
These emotional terrors close off
Any glimpse into my fairly happy reality
My only escape is the paradise of unconsciousness
That re-lifts my spirits just enough to
Go through the same thing the next day
Already
my spine is soft
with weaknesses
and I wish
to unravel
lovers’ static
into yarn,
stifle the sounds
of their synchronized
breaths
so my loneliness
won’t ring as loudly
in my ears,
will not
paw at the door
of my chest
any longer
….